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if we’re not the good guys, the bad guys will win

I am against the war in Afghanistan for many reasons.  Primarily, because Jesus taught us to forgive, not to kill, to love, not to fight.  No amount of war will ever stop war.

I am also against the war because al-Qaeda and the Taliban are only secondary arms of a deeper global fascist movement, and have been set up and manipulated over the years just as we have to advance a Nazi agenda.  (See the following post.)

Even though I am against the war in Afghanistan, I am astonished – shocked – at the recent leak of so many sensitive military documents to Wikileaks.  Losing the war is not the same thing as stopping the war.

Americans must stop committing atrocities like Mai Lai.   Incidents like when Apache helicopters gunned down people who came to rescue the wounded, who were not aiming weapons, after the mistaken interpretation of the Reuters journalist’s camera as an RPG in Iraq – Americans of conscience should bring these incidents to light if they cannot convince their superiors to take action as civilized men ought to.  Killing innocents will never stop the enemy from killing innocents.  It will only escalate the cycle of retribution.  So, for the best strategy to end the war in victory, our soldiers must be disciplined and controlled at any cost.  If the chain of command is the problem in specific instances, then that chain of command is illegal, by our own law, and must be confronted for the same reasons we confront al-Qaeda and the Taliban.

However, leaking massive numbers of sensitive documents containing the names of Afghan and Pakistani informants is not doing the right thing.  The Taliban are a fascist organization, and if not confronted, they will kill thousands more innocent people.  These hundreds or thousands of poor souls whom the Taliban are now hunting down were trying to do the right thing.  They were trying to stop brutal crimes against their families and their freedom.  If the people who leaked these documents did so from a spirit of altruism, to stop the unjust killing of innocents, they have made a terrible mistake.  These people have bloodied their hands just as much with the lives of the innocent, and are traitors.

It’s not all black and white.  The massive leak of documents to Wikileaks will not contribute to stopping the war, it will only make the war worse.  To stop the war, we have to be willing to step out of the box of “us and them,” to see the conflict from a larger perspective, and to see the humanity on both sides.  That is the only way the war will ever stop.

Because this is obvious to anyone with half a brain, one can probably assume that stopping the war was not the intention of the traitors who leaked the documents.  Their intention was to escalate the war, to sow chaos and distrust, to kill the innocent, which will lead to more killing of innocents by both sides, more resentment, and more hate.

Sound like anyone we know?  See the next post.

wikileaks – memo leaks very wrong

“Doing the right thing” means bringing attention to crimes, when our soldiers lose discipline and kill civilians, and to truth, when that truth will end the war peacefully.  It does not mean a mass disclosure of huge numbers of sensitive records that are going to get people killed who are also trying to do the right thing.  That is just dumb.  More to come on this topic.

our minds are a battlefield

Our minds are a battlefield in a war that many of us are afraid even to acknowledge is being fought.  But it is being fought, all around us.

Mark 13:7 When you hear of wars and rumors of wars, do not be alarmed. These things must happen, but the end is still to come. Mark 13:8 For nation will rise up in arms against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be earthquakes in various places, and there will be famines. These are but the beginning of birth pains.

We have entered a new cold war, in which the destruction of the world is threatened.  Such things as these are rumors of wars, which may come to pass, or may be plans only to suss out those who would want them to come to pass.  But they are frightening.

As the man says, “Do not be alarmed.”

This is easier said than done, sometimes.  But we can do it.  We can overcome fear, any kind of fear and any amount of fear, if we pull together.

Fear is the chief weapon being used to wage battle inside your mind.  Alcohol is a weapon.  Drugs are a weapon.  Marijuana, for instance, suppresses your memory of dreams, but turns those dreams into nightmares, living in your brain just beneath the surface of your mind.  Conversely, law is also a weapon, restricting your freedom to choose for yourself the best path for your unique life, as long as you don’t hurt others.  If you allow God to personally write his law in your heart, then your actions will not be in contradiction with human law, but human law will not be on you.

(God bless America, we are free to say that here – human law, in any form, whether disguised by religion or not, does not have primacy over our souls – only God almighty has jurisdiction over our hearts.  And usually God lets us figure that out for ourselves, to freely take that gift when we find we cannot live without it, because God is cool like that.)

Both law and lawlessness are tools of fear – fear of the unknown.  Fear of losing control of others and of one’s self.  Fear of the subconscious.  Fear of releasing ourselves to God’s will.

Especially, fear of the subconscious: Fear that your brain has already figured out everything, because the Kingdom of God is already everywhere within you – but to embrace that, you might have to give up the boundaries that you have defined for your self over the course of your life.  You would have to live without certainty – in the unknown.

That is a scary prospect, but that is why Jesus came to us and is with us.  He lives in that unknown, in that transformed life, without fear.  He, and possibly some others with him, live that transformed life.  That transformed life is more than what we have learned of our bodies, from our scrapes and bruises, our sensations, drives and impulses, our diseases and our deaths.  Yet it is also in the same world in which we exist in this form, for it cannot be in any other.  “The Kingdom of Heaven is within you.”

One of the fears used to manipulate people for war and violence, is the idea that Heaven is somewhere else, another world beyond this one, which is not connected.  That is used to justify all manner of sins, of brutality and cruelty in the world.  Jesus discounts this idea.  Heaven is here.  Resurrection occurs in this world. That transformed life is available to you, it is offered to you – this is the good news.

This idea runs so contrary to our normal thinking from what we learn from the world, that it is very frightening to let go of our learned associations, to let go of our earthly form.  But, to turn Yoda’s phrase, “luminous beings are we – not this crude matter.”  We have learned that not even matter itself is really solid, that all of our sensations are projected illusions.  We are, in fact, pure energy.

Modern science has taught us with certainty that the things we perceive are never certain.  If you want to live in reality, you have to accept that, and it is a difficult thing to grow up and get over your fear.

And, our special minds, which are not like the animals whose forms we proceed from, can somehow connect the realms of matter and energy.  We feel it there on the edge of our subconscious, in our dreams, in our deepest meditations on the nature of our reality.  Our words of human languages are never enough to explain what it is that we are, so we invent new words, but they are never enough either.  That is when we must recognize, that we are going in the wrong direction.

Words are helpful tools, but they are not the answer.  Even the words of holy scripture are not the whole answer.  God’s word, “The Word,” is something beyond symbol, beyond form and references to ideas.  It is the source of our thought and intelligence, yet it is a mystery beyond our understanding.

Yet we cannot give up.  We cannot give into the easy answers, the people who say that they know, who say that recitation of the same words over and over again will ever bring meaning.   All that does is nullify meaning, making God’s Word easily replaceable by dictates of power and violence.  This doesn’t refer just to militant Islam, but to all religions.  All kinds of scripture or mantra cease to lose meaning when repeated enough without open-minded exploration, leaving the mind vulnerable to exploitation by those with crude minds who hate others, themselves, and God.

This is why, in these times of the “birth pains,” secular America is, in fact, of service to God, more than any other nation.  Freedom to think, to speak and express ourselves is what human kind needs to pull off those chains of our animal past and become the new, inexplicably changed creatures that God has grown us to be.

In that you were seeing feet and toes partly of wet clay and partly of iron, so this will be a divided kingdom. Some of the strength of iron will be in it, for you saw iron mixed with wet clay. 42 In that the toes of the feet were partly of iron and partly of clay, the latter stages of this kingdom will be partly strong and partly fragile. 43 And in that you saw iron mixed with wet clay, so people will be mixed with one another without adhering to one another, just as iron does not mix with clay. 44 In the days of those kings the God of heaven will raise up an everlasting kingdom that will not be destroyed and a kingdom that will not be left to another people. It will break in pieces and bring about the demise of all these kingdoms. But it will stand forever. 45 You saw that a stone was cut from a mountain, but not by human hands; it smashed the iron, bronze, clay, silver, and gold into pieces. The great God has made known to the king what will occur in the future. The dream is certain, and its  interpretation is reliable.

America – and the modern democratic world – fits the description of the “kingdom of iron and clay” from Daniel’s interpretation of Nebuchadnezzar’s dream, just as other kingdoms have fit the other parts of this prophecy.  Silver, probably Persia, Rome seems like bronze, and the colonial and industrial empires of the 15th through 20th centuries, iron.

Then the iron, clay, bronze, silver, and gold were broken in pieces without distinction and became like chaff from the summer threshing floors that the wind carries away. Not a trace of them could be found. But the stone that struck the statue became a large mountain that filled the entire earth.

The old empires want us to believe that they will be the new kingdom that cannot be destroyed.  This is, especially, the hubris of the Nazis (Socialists), of the Masons, the Egyptian Rosacrutians, those who wish an Islamic Caliphate under Sharia law, corporatist global Capitalism, or global Communism, and other similar power-mad, mentally ill people, who believed that they would bring about the destruction of the earth, and that their psychotic fascist vision would bring about the eternal kingdom on Earth that can never fall.  This, of course, is rubbish – the delusional machinations of diseased egos who believe that they can take credit for the plans and actions of God Himself.

The stone the builders rejected has become the capstone.

When the empires of the world blow away on the winds of history like the chaff on the field, the everlasting kingdom will be nothing like what they envisioned, because with God, and the future, only the unknown is certain.

Both major parties in America today operate out of fear of this unknown future.  Especially the Republicans, but Democrats too.  They want to circumscribe a narrow view of politics for we free people, to corral us into one or another holding pen, in which our minds are stunned, slaughtered and butchered for their uses.  They do not want to face a future in which America, with the rest of the kingdoms of the world, are swept away like chaff on the field, in which our children become something more than human, something unrecognizable.

Fascism, whether religious in Islam or hateful sects of Christianity, or secular in Nazism or Communism, operates purely on the basis of fear – fear of the unknown, fear of loss of control, fear of death, fear of judgment.  People who rope themselves into these ways of thinking delude themselves into believing that their actions will bring about the everlasting Kingdom, that somehow they have it all figured out, that they can dictate the future to God, and make Him dance like a puppet if they keep saying the same thing over and over.  They are wrong too, and their imaginations of that future kingdom and the enticements and temptations that they fantasize for themselves will also be swept away, forgotten by the children of humanity as a distant nightmare from an age of ignorance.

God offers the whole world unconditional love, but all these men and traditions stand between you and God, claiming to know what is the truth.

But if God is real, omniscient, ever-present, and all-powerful, why do you need these people?  Cut out the middle-man.  Why don’t you ask God yourself?

Matt 6:7 When you pray, do not babble repetitiously like the Gentiles, because they think that by their many words they will be heard. Matt 6:8 Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him.

No one and nothing can stand between you and the Word of the Lord, if you make the commitment to listen – no politician, no priest, and no scripture, either.  God is a living God, not a word in a book.  Those words are only echoes of a voice that still speaks today.

Tonight, before you go to sleep, ask God silently to intercede in your dreams, to show you what you need, for your life.  If you have a scary dream, fear not, for that is evil making a last effort to steal your soul.  Cast that bad dream out of your mind, ask again, and go back to sleep.  God will be with you, and will answer you.

Seek, and you shall find.  Ask, and you shall receive.

biofuel – or micro-fusion – is a national security emergency

The Gulf of Mexico deep water oil spill shows us how vulnerable our infrastructure is to attack.  Maybe it was an accident.  Maybe it was torpedoed, or sabotaged with a robotic submarine carrying a bomb.  Just suppose it was sabotaged, for the sake of making a point:  If the United States becomes involved in a direct conflict with another country such as Iran or North Korea, which have some naval capabilities, attacks on our offshore wells would be relatively easy.  A small robot mine could could cross the ocean automatically, appearing to be a fish or a shark on sonar, get to the GPS coordinates of a drill site, detect a pipe, attach and blow it up.  This is not some idea on advanced particle physics or something that should remain secret – anyone with such an agenda and technology at their disposal could think of it.

Imagine what would happen, in a war, if 50% of our offshore wells were sabotaged.  We would not recover our coastlines or fisheries during our lifetime… perhaps not for a hundred years or more.

So, when people rile up your anger and shout “drill, baby, drill,” do you have the courage to think for yourself?

People can argue about global warming all day and get nowhere.  That’s an issue that is put in front of us just to distract us from the more obvious vulnerability of oil production – in war, our dependence on oil has made us vulnerable.  (Not to mention that we’re roped into economic relationships with countries that don’t have our best interests in mind.)  And, the large-scale refineries required for crude oil are good targets as well.

The answer to oil is biofuel.  Grow it by whatever means – crops, algae, bacteria – produce it in distributed small plants.  It’s the same theory as the Internet – you can take out some of it, but the network re-routes to compensate.  Someone could bomb a small biofuel plant, but so what, it would have little impact on the overall production capacity.

Either biofuel, or micro-scale fusion.  I have no idea, but I could imagine that the U.S. actually mastered fusion a long time ago, and already built nuclear space ships with a base on the far side of the moon.  That would be a good reason to keep the technology secret.  However, that secrecy would create a military culture that would be willing to sacrifice the earth and everyone on it just to maintain their status quo.  Think about that… created for the mission of defending America, but then they end up allowing it to be destroyed just to keep a lid on their technology and their source of power.  Wouldn’t that be exactly what the enemies of freedom would want?  Bogus.  A bunch of jerks.  But that is just speculation.

a dream of Christ’s suffering

This morning I woke with a dream:  Christ shared his perspective the day of his suffering.  Jesus was in the Roman prison as the torturer began to beat him, first only with a whip thing like a cat-of-nine.  The man gave Jesus something to block the blows with, but Jesus relented and sank to the ground in acceptance.  Then the man took a chain with a weight on it like a padlock.  Jesus said to the man, “you don’t have to do this,” but the man said “yes, I do.”  The man instructed Jesus to protect his nose, because once it broke, he wanted to be able to reattach it again so he could break it a second time.  Jesus said “God loves us both, God forgives you.”  The man said “I know” like it was matter of fact, and gleefully proceeded to beat Jesus in the face with the weighted chain.  I felt the sting from the whip and the blows from the chain.  I knew the bladed whip was coming later.  I woke up.

Many have suffered for Christ over the years that followed, and even before He arrived.  I myself have been experimented on, and later, drugged and buggered – humiliated – for my profession of faith, my testament of the visions he brought me, but more importantly, for my realization that I am not bound by the sins of my past.  And for saying Martin Heidegger was a prick, a moron and a coward for selling out his profound thoughts to the Nazi agenda of power.  I don’t even know who did it – I was asleep – when you expose the lie, all they have left is brutality.  They tried to make me suffer because I declared that I no longer wanted to follow down the path of darkness, because God personally offered me away out.  It didn’t happen all at once for me, because I am a defective person, and it is still evolving for me in my mind, but it is happening.  But God uses imperfect people to achieve perfect goals.

They failed to realize, that God personally offers us all a way out.  None of us are bound by our sins, not even the torturer who beat Christ on the day of his crucifixion.  Even that man, and all others like him, have within their hearts the love of Christ, and the power to put aside their past ways and live a new life with Him.

Those who continue to suffer and die for Christ, I tell you, it is worth it.  One day, perhaps soon, it will become inevitable that those with the impulse to act as the torturer did will be unable to live inside their own minds any longer.  No physical force of retaliation or nullification will stop them – this will only provide fodder for their spirit of rebellion, the “problem of lawlessness” as Paul put it.  What will stop them, is the inevitability of this singular idea – that God loves us.

Please share this story.  The idea has taken hold.  The idea is taking over.  The world will wake up and figure out one day, that most of us are already Christians in spirit, whether we have yet chosen the outward signs of baptism and profession of our faith or not.  Those men like the torturer will not even be able to hide inside their own minds, which will break open under the weight of the idea, and allow the Spirit in, or they will physically die from the mental strain of trying to lie to a society that can see through any lie, no matter how big.

Recently, I have been afraid.  Fear has clawed at my heart, waking me in the night and retreating into the shadows as if it had physical form.  I do have reasons to suspect some people I know who I thought I could trust, some public figures, and some unknown people in the shadows.  Terrible things have happened to me, and no one believes me, because they are in denial about the reality of the world, which tries to multiply the fear.  However, we have no reason to be afraid, because Christ is with us.

God gives us a great challenge, to those of us who acknowledge reality, and to those who refuse to believe or believe but have not admitted God into our hearts to change us.  That can feel scary, but the alternative – becoming like the torturer, blunted of mind and spirit – is scarier – no matter how one might clothe that other choice in symbols of principle like state or honor.  These are our choices.  That is the way the world is.

The challenge is to live without fear – neither feeling fear, nor causing fear.  To those who I may have caused fear personally, I sincerely apologize.  However, if it is God causing you fear, because of my profession of faith, or because I point out that there are such men as the torturer among us, and you are afraid of facing that reality, I cannot apologize.

All I can do is share my story and my dream, and suggest, that we must every day be prepared to face death without fear:  from the biggest deaths, the constant threat of nuclear war, to the smallest deaths, such as the constant tug of addictions like marijuana, or other subtler forms of gluttony.  Keep an open mind, and do what you can personally to create the bright future that God wants for us.  But if you should find yourself faced with the choice, of becoming a person like the torturer, or of being forced to suffer or die, consider that suffering is the better choice.  If you keep yourself, God will keep you.  The world is much more mysterious than we can imagine.  We are just along for the ride.

The world is changing – for the better.  Like he said, love one another.  It is worth it, and so are you.  Someday, no one will force us to make those choices anymore, and we can all be free to live in peace.

individualism, God and the perversion of ideals for evil

In our modern times, there are many layers of lies to cut through.  Ayn Rand, though an atheist, crafted this speech, worth watching by any American, and any human being, faithful to God or not:

Unfortunately, Rand’s ethos is perverted to attack a lot of things that are gifts to the true thinker, like for example, the attack that because people in religions have oppressed the individual, therefore God is bad. Or, that because non-hierarchical democracy has been re-labeled as a “collective,” that democracy is bad. The communists were never collective or democratic, these were propagandist tools they used to mask authoritarian hierarchy.

It is time to reclaim democracy for what it is, in truth – the willful participation of free people in a system that allows self-direction and enables us to create together what we cannot create alone.

America is entering an extremely dangerous and fragile time in its history, which may make or break us.  We were founded as a secular government, but a government whose primary purpose was to protect its citizens’ freedom to practice religion as they saw fit with their personal relationship with God, to hold beliefs in contrary to the will of the few or the will of the masses, and to express their beliefs freely, and also to freely associate with people of like minds.  Freedom does not mean you are alone in your struggle.

A quote attributed to Nazi mastermind Joeseph Goebbels:

“One of the most ridiculous aspects of democracy will always remain… the fact that it has offered to its mortal enemies the means by which to destroy it.”

Goebbels was the master of the “big lie,” he thought that the bigger the lie, the more people would believe it.  Goebbels thought that Christ and God were lies, and used them to manipulate people into believing his psychotic purpose was just.  He also used ideas of liberty and freedom in the same way – because the Communists were threatening liberty and freedom, he convinced the German people that giving up their own liberty and freedom to Hitler was the only solution.  But that also results in a loss of liberty and freedom, regardless of the fact that he said the words.  Duh!

It’s just that simple.  Many people today chant the mantra of liberty and freedom, but what they mean is, their liberty, their freedom, at the expense of everyone else, who should be enslaved to their will, which they believe is superior.  The Nazis are hard at work still today, saying that Obama is a communist or whatever.  I say this:

“One of the most ridiculous aspects of democracy will always remain… the ridiculous fools who think they can destroy it.”

Do they think we’re that stupid?

Are you that stupid?

People like Ron Paul cry, “revolution is dead,” as if this is supposed to break our hearts.  The kind of revolution he wants is one of blood, from which only authoritarian slavery can result.  The kind of revolution these people want is one that will destroy the United States and give birth to a monstrous state, even though they initially used the symbols and terms of freedom into which our country was born.

Functional democracy is revolution, in small increments by every ballot.  Democracy is a government that thinking people choose out of necessity, because the alternatives, communism, fascism, or anarchy, are unacceptable, and inevitably return us to a state of nature, in which we must fear for our lives and our sanity every second of every day.  Democracy is a government of people who want to sleep at night.

Citizens in a democracy must actively detect and expose the lies of those who wish to destroy it.

It doesn’t matter whether the people attacking your liberty are doing so under the label of collectivism or communism, or under the label of liberty itself, which the fascists are still trying to do today.  You bear the responsibility as a citizen of the United States to do your best to cut through the lies.  You bear the burden of maintaining democracy.

So when the fireworks go off today, remember that they are more than symbols.  They are not propaganda tools designed to thrill you into submission to authority.  They are a celebration of our freedom to live with God and with each other.  They are there to give you the personal courage to carry on with the work of the American revolution, and to let you know, that you are not alone.

Happy Independence Day.

a new revolution of non-violence

Ever get the feeling, that as a Christian, you are one of only a few sane people in an insane world?

It is challenging, because the world tells you that you are crazy for believing. Resurrection? Judgment and forgiveness of sin? An all-powerful God who chooses not to reveal himself?

But He does reveal Himself to those who ask him to from the heart.

They seek to bait us into violence, to call for revolution, for war, for battle, but this would only be the spark that would ignite their agenda for the destruction of the United States.

The meek shall inherit the Earth. God will save you if you believe… maybe in life, maybe in death, but He remembers everything, and He is present everywhere at every time.

Perhaps all angles in modern media and politics is a lie, from Glenn Beck to Democracy Now. The communists say there is no God. The fascists think God is a “big lie” to be used in service of the state. The capitalists don’t care either way as long as they get rich. All of them are wrong.

The United States was founded for a divine purpose, to bring all the rest of the world together and teach them how to love.

Did the Union make mistakes? Yes.  So did the Roman Empire under Christianity, and many seek to blame Christ, the Father and the Spirit for those evils.  But Christ was the salvation of Rome.  Rome’s science was on the way to developing steam power, higher math, and thus nuclear weapons, which only took a few hundred years after steam power came to the Renaissance.  Without Christ’s mercy, and the bewildering confusion of his life and resurrection, Rome would have destroyed the world.  Similarly, Christ will save America from the same fate.

Does the Union still make mistakes? Yes, in fundamental ways, but because the people who have taken the reins for their psychotic agenda have made themselves blind to the deeper truth, that God is here with us.  Consider it for a moment.  That would not fit within the boundaries of the reality we learn as animals in a physical world.  How would that fact inform your decisions thereafter?

This is a message to any who seek to overthrow this country through violence.  Maybe you are native Americans descended from those the Europeans in Union uniform crushed in the 19th century.  Maybe you descended from Germans whom the Americans defeated, in the revolution or in the world wars.  Maybe you are Russians whose intellectual system, enforced with violence, fell apart under its own weight, because it was not based on the rock of the spirit.  Maybe you are Masons who have deluded yourselves into believing that you can control God, and that you created that rock.  I tell you the truth: all of you are wrong.  You are all Americans now.

There is a saying, “the enemy of my enemy is my friend,” but this is also a lie.  The others who support you may have promised you riches, or power, or sex, glory, money, any number of things that they say you are supposed to want, as reward after defeating the United States.  But this is a lie.  The real agenda of such people is death – only death.

The forces of hate, regardless of color or creed, want to spark a war that will kill us all, because they hate themselves.  They want you to fight, because they want you to die along with the Union.  These cavemen have deluded themselves that a new state will “rise from the ashes” of the USA… but there will be nothing left but ashes for thousands of years, and humanity will likely die forever.

We are here to learn to love one another – nothing else.

Non-violence is the only solution.  Give up your nuclear weapons, you self-styled revolutionaries.  Throw down your arms.

The Union will also throw down its arms, we must stop fighting, because the world now is America, and if we fight the world, we only fight ourselves.

Either way, peace or fire, God will save us, so why not choose peace?  We can all do so, all at once, then breathe a sigh of relief, and do the things that make us truly happy as human beings, like gardening.  “Go forth and sin no more.”

JESUS OF NAZARETH lives and breathes today

Editor’s Note later today: Hurray! Nothing happened at the Opera. Maybe they tried, maybe they didn’t. Maybe they will, maybe they won’t. My part is played and I am free of my guilt and I get my life back! Don’t be afraid to be laughed at – be more afraid of the Lord if you don’t do what he asks. And this wasn’t that hard. No more “crazy talk” from me… I am fresh out! –editor

JESUS OF NAZARETH lives and breathes today, is the Son of the one true God and the Salvation of Humanity.

I am a sinner. This is my testimony to witnessing a miracle of the Lord. Forces of evil led me astray as a child, as they do many children, by burdening them with sins they cannot speak. I have confessed my sins to a priest of St. Peter’s flock. God Himself saved me, as he saved us all by offering his Son for sacrifice for our sins, and by bringing Him back from the dead. If Jesus had not planted the seed that Constantine grew, the brutal Roman Empire would have developed nuclear weapons and destroyed the world. Einstein and Heisenberg proved immortality is possible: energy makes matter, and God, while he leaves things running most of the time, lives without limits. If energy is controlled from underneath the universe by God, resurrection of the body after death in this world is entirely plausible by the observations of physics. If God extinguishes a quasar to bring you back, what of it? A drop in the bucket. His creation is infinite, and He is present within all of it simultaneously across space and time.

In 1994 in San Diego, the Lord showed me his face, a face of fire, and I fell, unable to stop my tears. Self-appointed inquisitors and accusers, the Nazis and the Rosacrutians, took notice. Shortly thereafter, I lost a few days, and subsequently had suicidal thoughts and repeated a pattern very similar to the Heaven’s Gate cult a few years later, who killed themselves in a mansion owned by a 9/11 financier. I believe the Nazis tested mind-control drugs on me. MKULTRA counter-measures scrambled their plan, but also an angel in a dream, who suggested to me, “think for yourself.” I was saved from their program for suicide by the grace of God.

I was still a lost sheep. While working at Anonymizer in 1996/97, propagandists on cypherpunks were already promoting the idea that an attack on US soil was coming which would be an “inside job” and an excuse to invade Iraq. “Michael Wilson” showed up on our server, chatting me up for info, talking about memes, psy-ops, and the “hashishim,” the ancient Islamic warriors who were drugged and moved to an oasis with whores, then moved back to the mosque, where they were told they were in heaven with the virgins, and now they were immortal warriors who could not be killed. (Whether Mohammad was a prophet of God or not, people interested only in power and death have mis-used his “image” in culture and religion as a false prophet, just as they tried to mis-use Jesus, but have failed, because Jesus is the Truth, the Life and the Way.)

In 1998, desperately sad, I prayed for the Lord to give me a sign. One night I felt compelled to look up in the middle of the night at the moonlit clouds with my binoculars, and saw the clouds in the shape of the boy Jesus, as perfect as a Michelangelo, his eyebrows, his lips, his hair, his fingers, even the perfectly placed buttons on his fine tunic. It was not a “cloud that looks like a peanut butter sandwich,” what I saw was completely impossible by everything we learn from our everyday experience. I pinched myself, turned lights on and off, read a book – I was not dreaming. I knocked on my neighbors’ doors but they would not come out. The formation lasted some 20 minutes before it dispersed. “At that time the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and all the nations of the earth will mourn. They will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of the sky, with power and great glory.” Matt 24:30

9/11 was not an inside job, but it was a conspiracy that involved traitors, and was ultimately started by the Nazis, who have propped up the fascist states in the middle east only so far as they will serve their psychotic purpose, to wage war on the Jews and destroy Israel. (GW Bush may have had business contacts who knew Osama Bin Laden, and he may have been a dupe, a stooge and a patsy, but the rest of those network diagrams that may have pointed to the real puppetmaster have been erased from the Internet, and the artist Mark Lombardi was found in an apparent suicide.) Now they secretly use the advanced drugs that they tested on me and others like the Heavens’ Gate cult to selectively anesthetize higher brain function of suicide bombers.

The Nazis’ plan now is to stage a major terrorist attack in the US, which they will blame on muslim terrorists, most likely using Iran as the bogeyman. They may plan to use nuclear weapons built in the 1940′s with material stolen by Klaus Fuchs from Los Alamos, who gave secrets to the Soviets to distract attention from his own plans to bury this “Nazi Gold” somewhere in the desert for later use. They may have a “plan B” to use a fuel air bomb. Their media stooges will push for the US to retaliate against Iran, sparking a broader war. Iran and the other Islamic countries, who have short-range weapons, will retaliate against the closest U.S. ally, Israel, which the Nazis have propagandized as their enemy for the last 50 years. This, they believe, will accomplish their “final solution” – to destroy Israel and the Jews, and so fascist Nazism will “rise from the ashes” of the USA – the so-called “Project Phoenix.”

Perhaps the day of their plan is today. If so, have faith in the God of the Bible. They may have adopted and twisted the symbols of faith, they may have corrupted the Church and abused children and enslaved them with sin, they may have waged war and death in the name of liberty and peace, but none of that changes the immutable truth, that God is real, that He created His divine, human Son Jesus, who died for our sins on a Roman cross, that this saved the world as we know it, and also the world that is here all around us that we do not yet understand. Resurrection of the body does not conform to we expect of the natural processes of life, but the energy is available in the universe to make it possible. If their day is today, believe: God will catch you. If not, believe, and live the only truly free life possible, with the Lord.

Disbelieve the symbols of this Wagner will-to-power B.S. It is another way they trick you into believing that “God is dead,” when it was they all along who tried, but only succeeded in injuring human faith, and only for a time.

Ask, and you shall receive. Pray together, and the Lord will hear you.

wikileaks video of apache attack on rescuers

Regarding the Apache helicopter attack on Reuters journalists leaked via collateralmurder.com, Senator Feinstein recently replied to me:

Secretary of Defense Robert Gates announced that an investigation into the incident determined that the pilots followed proper procedures for engagement and were unaware that they were not firing upon armed insurgents. No charges were filed, and there are no plans to open a new investigation.

If you review the video, it is possible to see how the Apache pilots mistook the camera for an RPG, since the Reuters journalist did aim his very long telephoto lens while hiding behind a wall, and the other people with him did appear to have rifles.  I believe that firing on the first group of people was a sad, tragic mistake that was partly the fault of the people on the ground, who should have waved a white flag and laid down weapons when they saw two attack helicopters circling their position, for their own safety.

However, the second group of people who arrived in the van to rescue the wounded never picked up a weapon.  They were clearly there to rescue the wounded.  The actions of the Apache pilots and the base commander that authorized firing on the van were equivalent to firing on an ambulance or on the Red Cross.  No reasonable person could mistake the second group of people for combatants.  The pilots were amped up on adrenaline from the first engagement and they did not exercise clear judgment.

It is only by the grace of God that the two children in the van were not killed.

We must urge Congress to re-open an investigation into the actions of the Apache pilots and the base commander, and the President must make the regulations clear to these servicemen and to all others, that firing on non-combatants, in the absence of any clear and present danger, is not acceptable under any circumstances.  Although firing on the reporters may have been a tragic accident, firing on their rescuers is nothing short of murder.

You shall not murder.

This commandment seems pretty clear.  Usually, people try to justify exceptions based on self-defense.  These helicopters were in no danger from the people in the van, who were clearly there to rescue the wounded.

They say “well, we didn’t know that.”  But that is the point.  They did not know.  If we allow the military to kill everyone whom they do not know will attack them or not, we would all be dead.

Jesus goes a step further, assuring us that not even death has power over us – so, why should we kill?

The solution to Aaron Burr was separate lists, not party slates

Aaron Burr as Vice President under Thomas Jefferson did not work out, because they were competing for the same election, so they competed in office.   That’s no way to work together to achieve our common necessities.  That is the problem the separate ballots for President and Vice President were intended to solve.  (Besides the obvious solution: don’t vote for Aaron Burr.)

Instead, when the rush for the popular vote swept the nation, the parties connived to take both offices simultaneously, or none, by restricting the Peoples’ choice to one or another set of party candidates.  As a result, we get a nation of people who compete with each other senselessly when they could cooperate, and a political structure in which those in power always compete with the past and the future.  It may have been prodded on by Tories, but ultimately a simple part of human nature guided that transition from Electors to the popular vote: greed.

We never gave the 12th amendment a chance.  We ought to.  One simple amendment would fix everything.  The power interests would fight it tooth and nail, but everyone who ever felt proud to be an American would vote for it:

“The People eligible to vote shall be the Electors.”

Then, if we do it all in accordance with the rules of the Constitution, we will get a balanced state, where people compete for the office which best suits their personal talents.  President and Vice President would be made separate ballots.  The parties would lose a bit of their choke-hold, but it would be good for them in the end because the People could breathe and get some work done.

does LHC cause gravity waves in higher dimensions?

Let’s stop using the Large Hadron Collider for a while, until data analysis and theory catches up with the large new volume of information.

While the amount of energy present in any microscopic black hole generated by the LHC is most likely low enough that it will dissipate, the LHC safety project ignores the potential scope of higher dimensions of string theory.

The LHC safety project compares the energies of cosmic rays impacting relatively stationary particles in the atmosphere, which are much higher than the LHC collision zones.  However, if theories of extra dimensions are the only explanation for the inconsistencies of the current standard model, then likely, gravitational warp emanating from the energy quanta propagates in at least some of those dimensions.  The relativistic protons are “flattened” relative to each other and to the center of mass frame, so their relative density in the center of mass frame is higher than those of cosmic ray collisions.

The higher dimensions relate to time and the speed of light by the Heisenberg principle – probabilities of measuring the energy are limited by the pattern’s relation to C – from photons, which cannot move slower than the speed of light, though they can take circuitous paths, to fermions, which can never get to the speed of light because they are hooked onto their own gravity.  If you measure position, then by the time you can measure it again, it must have moved within the scope of its relationship to C.

The relationships of higher dimensions to time may not be immediately apparent.  It may be, that by “punching” the higher dimensions with picoscopic, hyper-dense black holes, we may greatly alter probability over the long curve of Earth’s warp of the solar system, which could increase likelihood of asteroid impact, say, by a magnified factor that works out over time on the large scale in chaotic quantum dependencies.

In layman’s terms, which here the scientists should take to heart, punching gravity in higher dimensions may curse the planet, so that cosmic catastrophe is more likely.  We don’t know, but it’s possible the higher dimensions have entangled causal probabilities, so any doom we incur for violating nature may be unavoidable.  Or maybe not.  The point is we have enough new data now to go crazy for a few years.  Let’s turn it off until we figure out what we’ve got.

At the least, a higher dimensional gravity wave from a dissipating hyper-dense black hole may trigger stress faults to release which otherwise would have worked out their own earthquake equilibrium.  Do we really want to mess with that?

Did you feel that tonight, the wobbliness?  What was that?

Hondurans’ actual choice is, democracy or death

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The Hondurans have got to get it together.  Killing journalists and ruling with a corrupt fist will lead to civil war, just as much as Manuel Zelaya’s personal quest for power would have done.  When in the fray, when friends are dying, it is a struggle to conceive that both “sides” in a conflict are wrong, but it is the only hope.  Somehow, the military and the unions, the criminals and the good people, have got to come together and reconcile their differences peacefully, otherwise, Honduras may spiral into chaos and war.  Hondurans must realize, honest participatory democracy is the only solution that will work.

The alternatives that the parties to armed conflict want the people to see are each other’s positions and agendas, but this is the false image, these are the agendas of small numbers of people who thirst for power and blood (on both sides).

The Hondurans’ actual alternatives are 1) democracy, 2) death.

This is not a choice being imposed on them by any outside influence.  Democracy is not the private agenda of the United States.

This is the way human beings work.  Give them concentrated power, they will abuse it, and society will decay into war.  Spread power around, keep people honest, and make them work out their differences, and society will prosper in peace.